Since the top photo was taken in 2010, my life has changed immensely.
I have completed my university degree
Taken a year to be care free (unintentional rhyme)
Became and left 21
Moved away from home.
And moved back
Got myself a full time job. One that I would have never imagined myself to apply for, let alone really quite enjoy.
And because of this, have been able to fulfil those forever talked about plans
Experienced a nasty shock which made me realise that I wasn't always the best person, but I'm not the worst either
Started to learn to drive
Come to learn that spending time with my family is better than anything
And of course I have, like anyone else, experienced my fair share of 'heartbreak'. But let's not go down that ugly route.
I feel like I am about to embark on a terrifying but exciting chapter of my life. For the first time in a while I feel happier. I really feel like it's down to myself leaving a part time job and grabbing that bull by its horns! I actually have a bit of money to spend. I have been able to afford those driving lessons I've literally yearned for since I was 17. And for once. I feel like I have so much more to offer.
I feel that the most recent photo below really looks like I'm standing in the shadow of the other, reflecting upon a happier time. However to me, it looks like closure. The good sort. This place holds a LOT of happy memories for me and just being there brings a smile to my face.
Right. I think that's enough gushy ramblings of a mad woman for today! Cheerio!
MarthaMayRose x
